nothing
i have to keep saying “nothing”
fine clothing is nothing fine nothing, for example any dust is fine on faded spine or creased in shoe, red as dead love my feet are on the ground that’s nothing i’ve come here from somewhere that’s nothing teachers used to say you’re nothing but they don’t mean it like i do the street is paved it’s nothing you run from me it’s nothing you come for me it’s nothing i hold the you of you so i can be paved and paved like a city made for nothing burnt turf
record is mint 12.99 it’s yours, somebody in nebraska loves you “the flower’s always in the almond”, evaporates steamboat willie on my street w/ xylophone teeth there’s infinite parking put eyelashes on your car and spit i like that ungentrified wink unknotting my back like an old lover in that faded way it’s contagious the echo of shadow coming off you in sheets, hips pulled against me in waves of houses lie down w/ the ghost wake up w/ the ghost i was dead for a long time but look, sunday, my clothes on the radiator are dry and my heart is public, ripe for the cellar that goes on and on so we can keep chasing ourselves into the ground in all directions twentieth centuries, how these rotting bridges can hold up train after train of coal and death, steel veins rusting out of concrete each train a need to keep pushing outward you hear it at night in the wind three whistles basic desire the bouncing ball keeping time you can squeeze the benjamin franklin house between two parking meters and feed the art world for two seconds and pretend the end of history falling asleep convinced that love is whatever can speak for the emptiness and scribble it down for permanence and fall asleep again, trains for some, cars for others general motors for all our grinding teeth and wal-mart in the back in the morning no strike but a loose dream of a circulation that equals solidarity instead of these neighborhoods bumbling w/ little yuppie kids in halloween costumes they are balloons we must pop open your books, children, to chapter 1: letting go of status a motorcycle farts off the car alarms and laughter becomes us, the street, vein of endless transfer we celebrate no state but the seed within chapter 2: sell the moon for a seven-minute cartoon called “fuck the boss” which will grow roots that tunnel out a vast subway system so people can get to pleasure on time in every part of town—this is my plan for the city it already happened it’s called “burnt turf” record is mint the cars pulled us all apart finally we stopped stumbling out of work and built new bridges from the corpses of meter maids i mean millionaires and walked them and walked them again a million here, a million there burnt turf record is mint i woke up in the backseat of a car crossing grays ferry it was my dead grandmother don’t worry, she said tossed her cigarette out the window it’s the future, she said, broke means together now and drove on in silence for a long time i stared out the window we were there and love ceased to be an escape |
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